Myspace is fucked up.i cant change my default picture.grr.and im so lazy to myspace nowadays as people are becoming more arrogant.just because they have thousand of friends and picture comments.so what??pfft!anyhoo my hair was curled up again so i did go back to the saloon to get it done again and i nearly fell asleep.haha!cuz i woke up early in the morning to get some stuff done.i hogg on the phone with MR HOTSTUFF yesterday.he is indeed a funny person until i said to him that i realise he is "R-Karat"!haha.and i laugh at him i know im bad but its just super funny.haaah!we gave each other stupid jokes asking each other more questions about life and stuff.basically we're getting to know each other better and yes we are clicking:))..he also did say that my jokes are super lame!haha.i got it from NAZY bebeh as most of her jokes are lame.bahaha.sorry BFF.will be going to luke's open house this sunday and im sure i will be having alot of fun.anyway my gf up there is loved!haha.she change drastically like i say on my previous post.but still i love you luhh FARA LAH SEY.haha.anyhoo my mind is so called blocked.i cant think of anything but THAT PROBLEM.my friends said im stupid to fall for his trap again.befriending with someone that you use to hate its tough.yes MR HOTSTUFF makes me happy.but..i cant say it out here.only my gfs know about it.im giving up the idea that i have all along.the ones that i thought im gonna get.the ones i thought that its perfect.basically everything.i have NEVER been this way before.NEVER.oh does looks really matter??yes i say ALL the time that i want a hotstuff for a bf who doesnt right but for me its about body NOT LOOKS.im trying to move on babies.thanks for all the help.well sugar dreams darlings:)

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