Ssuuuuppppp!!!!.haha.yes my blogg is getting dusty i hafta ask mummy

to clean it.nyahaha.ok gila.anyhoo ALOT has been going on since well im

on hiatus.and im back for good HOPEFULLY.well im trying to remember

what has been going on the outings and all.

It was superbly fun.but we hafta wait for farshy because as usual she is

ALWAYS late.haha.speak for urself qissy.and head to MAI'S house as it

was the first stop.kirekan we fetch her lahh.heeh.oh IBNU aka MR RON

was the only boy.haha.oh this is what happen when we were in the bus otw

to FARSHY'S house my heels literally broke!haha.yes it was super

embaressing.Luckily FARSHY got a smaller heels.anyhoo then to my

house and bla bla bla.super lazy to go into details.

What can i say they are the best gfs i ever had.and i mean the best.the

laughter we had was oh so superb and i saw my hotustuff from school!

haha.he is effing cuttee!!gahh.and and he doesnt smoke nor drink.where

in the world you can find boys like that.i mean there is somewhere but he is

one in a million of them.ehhe..okok i will stop.nanti ada jek yang menyampah.

haha.

I may appear to be happy on the outside laughing, having truckloads of fun.

enjoying life.but im not.im seriusly not as im good at hiding my feeling and my

secrets.i dont intend to tell the whole world what i have been through this past

few days and it hurts like hell.the most perfect man in the world as so i thought

appeared to be worst than a beast that didnt have any feelings or a sense of remorse.

im breaking down on the inside and i just hope that there is solutions in all this.

why doesnt he talk to me??doesnt he love me anymore??

doesnt he care for meanymore??why the sudden change??

i have alot of questions to ask.and alot of

scoldings to be made as he deserve all this.

he doesnt deserve my love anymore,

and im not the little girl whom i used to be.

in need of your caring.im strong now.

all i need is comfort from the others.

all i need is love from them.not from you.

butsometimes crying at night by myself in my room

helped as i dont know what more

to do.this question kept appearing in my head.

WHY MUST YOU DO ALL THIS??

why are you destroying our life??

you were fun and a hilarious man.

but what happen??oh god i seek the help from you to

go through all this AGAIN.now im

getting older im getting wiser and im gonna help her and do what is best for

me and her.i cant leave her alone.i cant let her cry alone.you are soo wrong to mess

with me.you will get this KARMA.if its not you it will be the others feel what we feel

and i will be the most happiest girl in the world.END.