'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007, 12:03 AM

Im feeling rather lethargic today.mind is in a mess and i cant just stop
thinking about it.Im sick,flu,stomach cramps.how great!this little tiny
feelings of mine wanted all this to stop so i make my decision to stop
all this nonsense and get on with my life.and yes A PLAYER WILL ALWAYS
BE ONE.fullstop.my friends was right i should have listen to them in
the first place.its utterly disgusting how he treated me.denying that he
just used be for the sake of entertaining him while he is bored.and yes
finally i should lable you as STMF.as ALL the freaking sweet words you
told me the names you called me.kawanlah konon.well thank god i wont
get to see your face anymore.im doing all this because once again im hurt
by you.and for now im clever enough to do all that.and i know you will be
reading my post.so here you go.but i know you are not going to feel anything
because like i say A PLAYER WILL ALWAYS BE ONE.losing
me is nothing for you.well u haf alot of GIRLFRIENDS.i had enough problems
my so called DAD is treating us like shits and because of him we hafta suffer
i cried everynight just thinking about this and yes no one knows.maybe this
is what fate gave me.sometimes im just jealous seeing all those happy families
around me.especially when the dad put a smile on his children's faces.a part
of me HATE HIM DAMN ALOT.but a part of me STILL MISSES HIM.
maybe i just hafta wait for what to come.and yes i know im going to be a
happy girl without all this happening to me.all i need is my mum and sis by
my side.and soon all this will go away.whats my 2008 resolution??to be the
REAL QISS AGAIN.well its afternoon so i cant say sugar dreams right well
afternoon darlings:))


Ps You are a BIG MISTAKE