I keep on babbling about someone that i shouldent be.and believe it or not the feeling is now HATE and not LIKE.gosh and its getting more and more.seriusly i hate it when a MAN is not MAN enough to tell me everything.how am i suppose to face u??i cant even talk to you or look you directly in the eye and you know it too.and you dont even bother to ask me??god i wish im really not in this situation.i HATE IT ALOT.and every now and than i feel like crying.and crying doesnt mean i am WEAK it is just how i express my feeling.seriusly i thought you are wayy different from those idiotic boys but i guess you are just the same??i know im not suppose to say all this but this is the only way i only know how to express my feelings towards you.IF ONLY YOU CARE HOW I FEEL TOWARD YOU.that will be much better.much more better.and me WAITING but i dont even see you TRYING.well why didnt you give up in the first place??god quit playing around with my feelings:((((((i cant take it anymore.and im not DENYING all this.ive told you everything but you didnt!!!!shit shit shit!tears started to flow upon me writing all this.please honey make it all stop can you???