I wanna take this opputurnity to wish my hunney ferra a happy birthday.May all you wishes come true and and love you many many!You have been a great help towards me to you know what and i appreciate every moment of it.stay sweet hunney!

Girlfriends are the best they will not make me upset and will try their best to cheer me up and have fun with me even though i could be quiet and irritating at times!haha.mostly irritating uh especially to maiiii.hahaha.you know i know.anyhoo the usual saturday kakis was with maiii and dinah.met dinah up first as maiiii was late(as usual)qiss siak!hahaha.dinah bought for herself pumps which is super duper nice and i should get it one day.hehe.later in the afternoon met maiii at heeren as she wanna check out some stuff and then off to raffles as usual.girls talk is always fun!and of course camwhoring session.and when i was in the train back home with dinah there are this idiotic boys who make some remarks to dinah which made me boiling mad.nabey betol.and and there is this super hot and cute indie boy standing infront of me*blush*hahaha gila sia qiss.

Although i appear to be HAPPY at all times but in my heart??only god knows what im going through.MAYBE just MAYBE this is how it meant to be.im not strong enough for all this but for a matter of fact i am weak in this kind of situation.Honey mai told me something that i find it VERY useful.im holding on to this but i dont know what will i get in return.oh agony when will ALL this ever end??but t0 me all boys are the same.cant keep their eyes on one girl cant talk to only ONE girl.good boys are rare nowadays either taken or not intrested.but i know there is always someone for everyone.to me this is not the right time yet.i have more choices.and i know i am gonna find the perfect one.