'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
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And Im Just Your
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008, 6:22 AM
Im not in the mood to do anything.I dont even feel right.and im sorry to maiii that i take it out on you.i just feel like i wanna mia for a moment.i dont feel like talking to anyone now.i dont feel like going out anymore expect for to work.that is why i told maiii i cant spent my saturdays with her.i cant pretend to be ok wheres im not.i just dont know when could all this end.urgg!!the feeling of being pressured is sooo not good but im not the type of person who gives up easily.im trying my best to stay calm and do whats right for me.and yes im old enough to think about it.maiii im really ok dont worry about it.i guess i need some time alone.maybe not some but alot.and i know you wouldent be lonely anymore.well you know what i mean:)People always says learn from mistakes and not do it again.wheres people kept repeating it.hmmm.maybe i just think too much and not thinking straight.maybe just maybe.sorry darlings i am seriusly not happy.perhaps no one can ever cheer me up.and the way im feeling now??no one could ever understand.
Enough about being so emotional.i just hafta give up all that.it was my day off today so i slept like a pig-_-but i woke up early in the morning because im used to it already.mummy almost wake me up to work as she had forgotten about it.i think i need to do an extreme shopping tomoro so that i can release all this stress and soon enough well i hope i can change my work as this kinda workplace sucks.the people there is oh os irritating especially this damn girl who is the cause of all the problems.irritating bugger!
A video to share.I will be like her if i loss someone i love sooo much.and the pain!
watch and u will know what i mean:)
